Today I went to the Farmer's Market close to its closing time. I have gotten to know one of the vendors quite well and on occasion try to help them with closing just to enjoy some catching up with them. I grabbed some shots of the last of their veggies.
Monday I was told about the need for chemotherapy. I've had no further communication from the oncologist office despite three phone calls with questions. They are closed tomorrow.
Emotionally I have not made peace with doing chemotherapy. I still have many questions and they are not being answered. And I'm not getting the support I need to make peace with it. It just doesn't feel right. I know the MammoPrint says I have a twenty nine percent chance of recurrence in 10 years.....but again still questioning.
My gratitude tonight is for my friends who have taken time to listen to my questions, sat with my frustrations/anger over our current care system and keep encouraging me to do what's right for me.
Semisonic, "Closing Time":
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